Update i guess.

Well, i haven't written in a while lol. I guess every post seems to start out like this because i don't write very often. Things have been going alright. Correy has been staying over alot, and thats been the highlight of the past couple weeks.  I have been trying my hardest to get a job but its been really hard to. I'm still smoking.  I've been trying to quit, and the longest i have ever been able to go was 2 days.  I am still trying, but my mom keeps harping me about it, and it stresses me out really bad, and i cant quit when i'm stressed out, and things are getting really stressful, so its been way harder for me to quit, so i probable am not gonna quit til i'm not stressed out. Maybe this summer. Correy has been so amazing to me its ridiculous. We have our fights, and our days, but who doesnt? no relationship is perfect.  But he is the light of my life. Hes the oxygen i breathe. Hes my everything. We already have our whole life planned out.(:  And next year instead of going to prom we decided that since i'm 18, its not illegal, hah, but we're gonna rent a hotel for 3 days down in LA, and go to Magic Mountain, and then spend time in LA.  I'm gonna be saving LOTS of money so that we can afford to go.  We still havent had sex yet, and i take pride in that fact(: We are waiting til marriage, and that totally final. (: so yeah hah. Lifes pretty well besides all the stress i have. But anyways, i'll post the next time i can, kay?(: