*sigh*

up late again.. i've been having loads of trouble sleeping... i dont know why, its really weird...
I will admit, lately i have been eating like a pig, but see here's what i'm doing : i'm eating alot, and getting "out-of-shape" (even tho it kills me to see myself gain weight :((], so that my mom reccomends, in fact, encourages exercise. she just wont know how much exercise. then i could say that exercising is making me lose my appatite (if she asks about my lost interest in eating), and then all will be well in the woorld,, right..????

I've been having some guy trouble lately, with this one guy that i really like, i almost think i love him, i've been having trouble mainly cos my mom doesnt trust him, so he has to gain mine and my moms trust before she even lets me go out on a date with him, (because the first time we went out,, he cheated on me with his ex, and i finally got rid of my immaturity and decided to forgive him). but i really hope all goes well with that :)).

And man, this is SUMMER!!!!!!!!!!! There's not supposed to be any drama, right??? lol.. Apparently not in my group of friends lol. Only 14 days into summer and i've already had a bunch of drama with my friends. Crazy right???

Plus, i have been having out with my best friend alot, and man, jealousy is a B!$*#!!!!! lol. She's really skinny and eats alot and does not gain any weight.. Fast Metabolism mayb??? i dunno. whatever it is, i want it!!!! lol. I found 2 pairs of jeans while i was cleaning my closet today.. one is a size 3 and one is a size 1. i cant wait to be able to fit in those!!!!!!!!! :))

LOL. Well, i hope whoever is reading this is enjoying their summer :)).
I'll be posting as soon as i get the chance :))