Monday, August 6, 2012

havent posted in a while but i guess you could say i was busy... me and correy lasted an amazing 8 months, and we broke up 4 days ago. i wanna hate him and never speak to him again, but i just cant... i tries to make myself get over him but its just not working, every dream i have is about him... and sometimes, i just wish i could sleep forever so i never have to leave his arms.. i keep hoping that maybe someday in the future, we will see each other again and still feel those butterflies, and then maybe live out our dream together... but then maybe again he's just not the right guy.. i just really dont know. mayb i guess you could say you never forget your first love, but he was mine, and i will never forget him.  even though i fucked up beyond belief, i really want him back... i miss him so much and i'm tired of feeling so worthless... i just really dont want to live without him... but i know that i'm going to have to. i dont blame him for leaving me, everyone always does.. if your readin this Correy, i love you with all my heart, and i always will. i fucked up, but i promise you it will never happen again.. well, see you later people...

No comments:

Post a Comment